Crash, bang, smash
I crashed today. I’ve been working hard hard hard to get this beautiful site and the wonderful Institute up and running, and now that we are live… boom, splat.
I know from my healing work that pieces of our consciousness can get separated as we pass through life, and they behave like spoiled children to get their way. Mine were out in full force, throwing tantrums. I wanted sugar. I wanted to goof off. I wanted to do irrelevant useless things. It became really hard to get things done.
This morning, I asked my coach what to do. She said, “Sometimes you have to rest.”
Um, right, I knew that. (I was just in the middle of it and couldn’t see it. This is why we need coaches, mentors, good friends, and support networks!)
By the time I hung up, I’d developed a huge headache, the kind I usually have to sleep off. So I did. All day. Headache is 90% gone now.
I know, again from my work helping others heal and awaken, that this situation will work itself out. When your spiritual journey takes you up a notch, which mine has recently, the parts of you that are still holding on to the old way (if they are holding too tightly) can make you sick. The faster you move forward, the sicker you can feel if you are still hanging on. So I am taking three days off. I will rest and sleep and do silly things (but I’ll avoid the sugar, sigh).